| Crash! |
[20 Feb 2006|11:58pm] |
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Yep the wonderful world of Geoff has come crashing down... and all thatz left is an upset creator with a huge ass bruse on his head.... and pains in his guts from the puking.
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| I have balls! |
[29 Jan 2006|02:59am] |
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Well if you didn't read the title, the thought behind this entry is that I "have balls". Lol. I just felt like documenting this fact seeing as the past few weeks all I have been thinking is that I have none (oh if yer wondering I ment the figerative ones, you know like "having the balls to do something.") Before last night (which I will explain about later) I was under the impression that my courage was none existant, I wasn't getting any girls, I had no inishitive, wasn't meeting new people, and I just felt like a cowardly piece of shit. But I realized that after thinking for so long that I had no balls I actually pulled enough courage to hit on a cute girl I just met (now believe me this is a big thing for me [seeing as I have been going under the pretenses that I have no balls]) So this is a big step for me. (Yeah me!) Lets hope I can muster some more courage for other things! Yeah! {that and I need to fdrink more often! Yeah drinking!}
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[17 Dec 2005|04:08pm] |
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Well yesterday marks the last day of my exams, and my be the last day of my job. Which is not a good thing. It seems that in my stress releaving activities I forgot that I had work last night at 6pm. So as I was sitting to a fine super of Wendy's and a free frosty, I realized, while seeing a couple of kids in martial arts pants came in that I had forgotten completely about my work. (Uh the reference there is for me. But I tend to relate thought to other things that do not relate at all, well they kinda relate because there is a martial arts class that runs while I am working at the pool beside it but I digress) By this time it was 7:20pm and the buses that run to my work go up to my work at that time only. So not having anytime to get any of the things I needed for work or the ability to get there before the time my work period ended. So having no time to get to work I put it out of my mind and tried to get back to relaxing, even though I know that I might lose my job once my boss hears about it. Mind you I won't here what she has to say about it until I get back in the Bay after the holidays. (Which sucks cause I like my job.) Well here is hoping for the best. What I don't like about the whole situation is that I got remed out by my grandmother, who up until now I have been having "agressive" debates with about my personal space. Today's debat did not go over well and now my grandfather is upset with me aswell. Meh, yah win some yah lose some. So I now have more stress to blow off. Yeah! stress! Well thus ended my rant about my day. And heres hoping my boss still needs me on staff.
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| I never knew I would be so avergae at fighting zombies. |
[12 Dec 2005|09:40pm] |
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You scored 52 Mental Tougness, 60 HitPoints, 53 Tactical, and 63 Teamwork!
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| Alright! Evaluation complete! Your aptitudes are divided into four equally important categories. Here's how you interpret them. All categories range from a percentage between 0 and 100. Mental Toughness is all about how well you handle the situation mentally. Low scores in this area means that when shit goes down and starts getting intense, you're more likely to curl up in a corner and cry and help out your buddies in combat or think of a smart way out of the mess. High mental toughness also means that you're firm in your opinions, and are able to talk to troublemakers within your own group. Low mental toughness means more often than not, you're taking orders rather than giving them. Hitpoints are related to your health. If you're strong, agile and have endurance, you'll start off with more hit points. When you take actions that are good for your health, like rest or eat, then you gain hitpoints. Do something bad for your health, like getting into fights, and you will lose hitpoints. Finishing with high HP means that you made healthy descisions, finishing low means that you barely made it out alive. Tactics is a measure of your intelligence and forsight. Whenever you had a good idea that is ultimately good for you, you are rated higher in tactics. Do something stupid-- like taking unnecessary risks, and your tactics score drops. Finishing with high tactics means that you were efficient in your methods. Finishing low means that you had a lot of bad ideas, which ultimately might have lead to your demise. Finally, Teamwork is a measure of how well you can operate with your team. Finishing with a high teamwork rating means that you commanded great respect and were able to keep up morale in your group. This results from saving people, or doing inspiring things. Low Teamwork is the result of getting people killed or doing things that might demoralize your buddies. We think it's fair to assume that for someone to survive the Zombie invasion, they need to score an average of 50% across the board. However, in some cases, someone might score high in some categories but extremely low in others-- this might still get you killed! Less than 20% in any attribute means that you will most likely die, unless you have over 80% in two other categories to compensate for that critical weakness. For example, you might have terrible teamwork, but you could still be cool headed enough and tactically enclined to survive. How did you do? Compare it with all your friends! |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 0% on Mental Tougness |
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You scored higher than 82% on HitPoints |
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You scored higher than 29% on Tactical |
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You scored higher than 41% on Teamwork |
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| So Sick! |
[03 Dec 2005|04:34pm] |
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Well today marks the second, count them, time I've been obseenly sick after a night of drinking. (Which was totally my fault, but who is really keeping track?) Yes did not go to sleep in the greatest deminor and awoke in the same way. I am not swearing of beer, because I have come to the concultion that beer itz self makes me sick.... not other drink just beer. So no more beer for me. (That and atleast to me it tastes like shit so why drink it.) OH did I mention that I still feel sick even thought I really believe that I have perged all of it out of my system. And by perged I mean like hour long stinges of perging. I perged like there was no tomorrow. LOL I love that word. Meh. now is time to not be sick. (hopefully) So key points for all those who don't want to read the whole thing: IR sick, beer is bad, IR Still sick and perged all morning. :P
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| Stuper |
[28 Oct 2005|02:51am] |
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Oh God it been way to long since I have been in a comodos (stuper). I had forgotten how fun it was. I think I made my last drink to stiff. (up until the last one I was "social drinking") Tonight was good fun which I thank my good budy Grant for, seeing as it was his birthday. (I think I owe him a b-day present, an oh henory isn't going to cut it.) It has been way to long. I had forgotten what it was like. (fuck I lose 'the game') I miss the random parties I used to be a part of, they used to be so releaving. (well other than the ones that I got over emotional at). Still I have to find more occations to get into stupers such as this one. Ones where nothing needs to make sense, unlike my normal world, and everything is based on conversations that lead nowhere but to sillyness. Tonight was one of the good nights of this past couple of weeks and I should have found a reason to be in this comodos sooner. So have a good one (to any of those who are willing to read the drunken rambelings of one man) and I wish you all happy comodos, as well.
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| Colours oooooooOOOooo! |
[25 Oct 2005|10:09pm] |
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[22 Oct 2005|02:31am] |
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Why is life so hard to understand... Is what we are fated or do we control everything that is done and will be done... is there even an exsitance to the madness that is everything... these and many other questions have been pleging man kind since the dawn of rational though. But the key question that I have been asking myself these past few days is why. Why is exsitance difficult, why is society difficult to relate to, why is it so hard to deal with individuals and why does it seems to come so easily to others. Is this game that is life littlered with "cheat codes" that make it easier, cause if it is this is knowledge that I must posses. the path that I feel I tread seems odd to me. I feel that the further I journy the more I take steps in the wrong direction toword my goal. Goals that always seem easier to set and attain when I am that much older. Why has age not helped me on this journey. Why has appearance not helped me on this journey, why, why, why, always why. My path is littered with the questions of why those questions that do not have clear cut answers. Why would someone do this to me, why do they not like me around, why do I not fit in even when I believed I did. Why. I must change my questions to how. How is the only way I can change my fate. How.
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| Fustration |
[20 Oct 2005|12:47pm] |
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Arg! I have to tests today and I have no drive to study for them. I have no clue why but I never feel that studying is worth doing. Tecnology has taken over my life, and I have no way of dealling with the world without it. It feels odd to know that I have a list of more than 20 names of people that are my friends via MSN but I can only list one or two people that are my friends in "real life". Gah! That and whne I have nothing to do I don't see if one or two of these friends isn't doing anything I go on the net and do absolutly nothing while I trick my mind into thinging that it is being entertained. What the hell kinda life is that. I don't have one. And do you know what the worst of it is, I just found this out. For god's sake I get excited over video game releases that I don't even have the ability to by. This journal is a key example of my need for tecnology. I have to write everything here down inorder to clear my head. Gah! Well this is what I am going to do. I am going to go downstairs and shut this dam internet conection off and get back to studying! ZGAH! Why does life come so difficult for some and so easy for other! Relationships should be black and white. cause gery hurts my eyes!
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| Glaaaa! |
[02 Oct 2005|09:47pm] |
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hehehehehehe. Well I am a week away from my week off! Whoa! Yeah! That mean Party in King's Town, I think? Well at least trip to king's town. Hmmmm I think I need an oppertunity to get carded! That would be cool. Cause then I could be all like suck on that I am bitch! And they would be like whoa. And then I'll be all like booze me up foo. Then I will get boozed. but until then. I shall continue to think about what I will buy when I do go booze shopping. I got some nice new shoes the other day. I love them cause the are last years and they were like $59.99 which made them a $20 bargoo! [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<oh [...] shoes.>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] hehehehehehe. Well I am a week away from my week off! Whoa! Yeah! That mean Party in King's Town, I think? Well at least trip to king's town. Hmmmm I think I need an oppertunity to get carded! That would be cool. Cause then I could be all like suck on that I am bitch! And they would be like whoa. And then I'll be all like booze me up foo. Then I will get boozed. but until then. I shall continue to think about what I will buy when I do go booze shopping. I got some nice new shoes the other day. I love them cause the are last years and they were like $59.99 which made them a $20 bargoo! <oh and some flip flops, and track pants but they are not as important as the shoes.> So yeah Going on reading week next week! Yeah! well No more thought is coming out of my head so I should stop. Adios! |
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| 3 MORE DAYS! AHHHHHHHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH!! |
[11 Sep 2005|04:11pm] |
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I'm am starting to get twitchy. I have three more days until my B-day (Which will be the glorious day were I don't need to pay crazy amounts of money to get into the wall). Yeah 3 days till booze time! yEAH 3 days until I am able to buy Vodka for me (among other drinks). Yeah! I want it to be Wednesday now! make it wednesday now! Ahhhhhh Geoff requires the status of being "booze able" now!
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| Itz hot! And itz not a dry heat! |
[27 Jun 2005|07:37pm] |
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hot and sexy too! |
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into the river below~ billy talent |
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It is so hot here in North Bay. But more so it is humid! I decided to start gettig into shape today. (took me long enough to start) So I am now biking to places instead of getting my grandparentals to drive me. So now I am trying to get in shape. I know not if it is working but I have only recently started and the amount of food my grandparents give me is way to much at times. So I am hoping this will get rid of my freshman 15. Oh well atleast I know I can bike to the downtown and to the shop that I want to buy things from!
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| I am now a working stiff ( I wish it was literal, I really do) |
[19 Jun 2005|09:48pm] |
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So today marked my first paid work day of the summer. Yeah I have jobs (yes there is a plural on that for a reason). So I worked at the airforce base pool here in town and had a slow day, seeing as it is fathers day and all. I learned that one of my co-guard has a 40 year old man, with kids included, that hits on her (she is like 23) and that the pool is really warm when one wears a t-shirt on deck.
I am really excited for tommorrow though. I am doing an Inservice at the YMCA! Yah! All the time I will be paid for so, bonus! Well I have ran out of thought! It tend to happen a lot so that is that.
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| I have jobs a'plenty! |
[15 Jun 2005|03:23pm] |
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the doom song ~ GIR |
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Well I now have two jobs of utter doomness! Which is a good thing. But as I do calculations I find that even if I work every day from the days I star in both of the jobs I will not make enough to pay tuition! AHHHHHHHHH! So with that knowledge I think my parents are will to chip some money in. (I'm starting to think that they were willing to pay for this year aswell but they wanted to teach me a lession first, meh) So hopefully I will be getting lots of "that which gains many things" and maybe I cna have some spending money! Hey that would be great. Maybe I will have enough to but more manga yeah and BOOZE! because I am starting a list of booze which I will buy on the day of my birth! Yeah! Well now I can't think about about typing so I will stop.
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| GAhhhwahawwhawa |
[09 Jun 2005|12:54pm] |
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Ir tired! This is the main theme in my mind right now. Believe me I have been tired before, I am stil a teenager, but this week is really taking it's tole on me. Tuesday I started my waterfront NLS which requires some timed "things", such as running!, and that nigth I found out how out of shape I eally am. After the first lap around the field my hight advantage stopped helping me run and I started to die! then we did some pool stuff and I stayed up till all hours of the night for no reason at all (Stupid me). Then I woke up early in the afternoon and tried to get ready for the day, which was not easy. Then I had a a recert last night for my swim Instructors course. Which was not all that taxing but if you have ever taken the coures you know what it is like. Thus leads me to today. today I have to go to the waterfront course yet again! Fun fun (sarcasem, but not to much) and I have to go to the YMCA and sahdow teach. meh life is a bitch sometimes. Well hopefully I will have the nececarey down time for me to get atleast some metal and physical rest before I die of over excertion of my out of shape body. God I'm out of shape.
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[06 Jun 2005|09:25pm] |
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In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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I found this weird? Meh What do tests know?
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| I spell Doom With a @ |
[05 Jun 2005|07:36pm] |
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into the river bellow Billy Talent |
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Doom comes in many a form. It can come in the night in a dark alley or cave, it can come in the day at the end of the world or it can come when you least expect it at mid noon! oh well. Doom also comes in many shaped and metods. It can be brought by one, many or even by ones self. I enjoy doom. the word just roles of one's touge. It is so versitile but yet always ends up srewing the person or thing that it is brought upon. HHhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm Doom doom doom. So much fun. But if you try my paitents I will make your doom just as fun!
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